Been admitted tons of tests have been taken. Now i'm scared.

I have a Blood Clot in my heart. This blood clot is a specific type of clot that it over time breaks off into mini blood clots which rain down into my lungs, causing all of the symptoms I have. I'm freaked out. Please kick some ass for me. I love you all.

Ash.

Sounds terrifying, but you're one strong ass hippie. Give it hell and let us know if there's anything we can do for you

Yeah man. Wishing u the best. Just take care of yourself

Thanks guys, im already feeling less pain since being in here

Honestly, really appreciate it sol and merc, really don't think i have ever been this concerned with my health, the freakiest part is feeling the tiny spots where the pain is in my chest and worrying, what if that pain starts to travel. I had to bring my comp, i'm so google happy when it comes to symptoms etc, and at least i can talk with you guys on here and folks on FB etc, havnt slept in days tho, so im gonna try that. I really look forward to coming back as soon as I can. #freakingout lol. Hope i can be home sooner than later, night guys

Hey man, sorry I missed your messages. I'll be on GW all day while I'm at work if you want to catch me.

So, They still havn't been able to determine what bacteria is in my system. They also wonder if it's the sickness that had me in the hospital last time returning, So today they are going in down my throat with an ultrasound camera to see if they can get some images, The Pneumonia seems to be getting better. But they are still concerned with whats going on with my heart, somehow bacteria can get into your heart and cause blood clots. They still think I have a blood clot in my heart thats breaking up into small pieces and entering my lungs,thus causing this untreatable pneumonia that wasn't killed by the 4 courses of previously taken antibiotics. On Sunday, I had caughed so hard something happened with my lung, could have been a blood clot that got lodged, but i couldnt move from the chair i was in for 3 hours because I couldn't catch my breath, and the pain was so unbearable. The Issue were having right now is that because of those previous Antibiotics I was on, The Blood Samples they got from me aren't growing in the lab. So they don't officially know exactly what I have. Did some more tests today, but the results take a few days to develop in the Lab. So, It looks like i'm going to be here a few days, and I think it's because they don't know for sure what it is. They have all the symptoms of causes, but are having trouble identifying directly.

With all that said, they got me on some insane Antibiotics used to Kill MRSA, and the Toughest bacteria out there. And it seems to be helping allot. I feel as the treatment i'm currently on is helping me get better. So, even tho we don't have a 100% hold on what it is, the treatment course seems to be working. Could be worse right.

I dont know what you guys want to do, find a temporary sub for the Tonight, and Monday. And hopefully i'll know more come monday. Sorry for the trouble guys, miss playing. Kick some ass for me

yeah.. no worries man. Could be worse I suppose… small pox, ebola, Black Plague.

Get better champ

Glad to hear things are improving. Stay strong man. You'll be back just in time to commit to a painstaking grind of new content.